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TweetWhich would you choose??? Each has its merits, and its downside… With dating there are all the things you can and cannot do… You cannot wear sweat pants on a date, well not and expect a second date, and if you get a second don’t be surprised if you end up in the drive thru at the local fast food place… You have to be understanding even when you don’t understand… You have to agree that he can go out with the guys on that one night you set up a romantic dinner for you both, because he needs his guy time *no worries we can do it next week … Continue reading →

TweetMy eyes got big and my energy shrunk back… I know I must have looked entirely freaked out… So she rephrased her words, it does not have to be marriage; it will be a very solid committed relationship, like a marriage would be considered… I have heard her words over and over again since I saw her a month ago… You will be married in two years… I cannot tell you how deeply I hope this is true… She said we were fated karmic ally to be… I am having difficulty seeing this, at this moment… There are moments when I can see it, and moments that I cling to … Continue reading →

TweetI know that seems a silly request but for months now I have wanted to ask for your pillow… I know deep inside my heart that if I was to have your pillow, the place where you lay your head, I could feel safe, protected, loved, and most of all I could finally sleep… It’s really a win win situation, you know… You get to be all distant, and dark, pretending I am not on your mind all the time, and that all you want is to touch me, and take care of me… And I can have a piece of you near me, something that smells like you, and … Continue reading →

TweetA group of us are standing outside a restaurant waiting for a table when, one of my friends breaks into laughter as she was looking at me… This is when I want to check to see if I have something on my face, check my nose, and straighten my clothes… I ask “what???” “It’s just so funny…” “What is so funny???” As she starts telling me that she and another friend *not present at that moment* had been talking about me a few days before, and how amazing it is to watch men around me… She mentions the time we were out walking a trail in near her house, and … Continue reading →

TweetThey are not looking at me, they are looking at me!!! How is that for a contradiction??? In other words what they see is not who I am on this planet; it is what I truly am as a being… So when I say that they are not looking at me, I mean they do not stop to see the person that is having this human experience… They are seeing the light being that is multi-dimensional and timeless… While they do not know how to receive that light being, they expect that they are one in the same… Though they are, they are not…. You cannot be a body without … Continue reading →

TweetHow long will it take until I get it??? What will it take for me to see it??? When will I just accept this??? Despite that in one moment it appears one way; actions speak louder than words… If he isn’t calling??? If he isn’t texting??? If it takes hours for one word responses??? Then he just not that into you… What is it they say in that movie??? If a man wants to see you, wants to date you, wants to be with you he WILL make it happen… That is as clear as it gets!!! So on that note, it is time for me to let go… It … Continue reading →

TweetYesterday when I woke up I was beyond excited, I had woken in the night several times; everyone with a smile and a look at the clock to see  if it was close to being time to get up… When it was time to be up and about, I still had to wait until a civil time in which to call and see if I could come out and see the Horses… I have spent years wanting to do this, and I came close while living in England, and yet the experience lasted but a day… After being upset on the phone and yet again just wanting to leave here; … Continue reading →

TweetDear Blank, I want to thank you for meeting with me yesterday… When I woke up yesterday I was beyond excited, I had woken in the night several times; everyone with a smile and a look at the clock to see  if it was close to being time to get up… When it was time to be up and about, I still had to wait until a civil time in which to call and see if I could come out and see the Horses… I have spent years wanting to do this, and I came close while living in England, and yet the experience lasted but a day… My heart … Continue reading →

TweetWhat the… You must have totally fallen on your head!!! Do you really think I have a thing for him??? I Think Not!!! No!!! I am sorry clearly because you flirt through anger; you have mistaken contempt for flirtatious competition, for a pig… Why anyone would choose to cognitively chase a man who has shown time and again he has absolutely no respect for anyone; let alone his choice to share how much he does not care for the one he married… You tell me, does she know he tells everyone he doesn’t like her??? Not very likely… I ask this because, I have been her more than once… I … Continue reading →

TweetLOL… Oh my I was really mad in the morning, I had someone give me a ridiculous job to do right in the center of a very important one… It set my morning a blaze, I really try not to be rude, snotty, condescending, and angry while in a professional setting… Not that my temper has not flared and gotten me in trouble before; I just make an effort to conceal it in that setting… It shows again how long I have been out of a setting like this as to what I am willing to say and do now… I simply told this person I did not have time … Continue reading →