Monthly Archives: June 2013

TweetSo explain what is all this about??? I mean really??? I ask my questions, I can tell the answers are light, and yet I slip into this space of worry and dread that it may not be true??? Of course it is true and once the energy settles, I will discover that there was no reason for worry or dread, that I was correct all along??? Why choose the other then??? What is it within me that I come from a place of not fully trusting and believing in me??? Is it me, or is it someone else, or something else??? Here is what I know… I know he likes … Continue reading →

TweetEpiphany…    e·piph·a·ny [ih-pif–uh-nee]  Show IPA noun, plural e·piph·a·nies. 3. a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience. Two years ago in August, I had this dream… It was an extremely powerful dream, different than any I had had up to this point *that I could remember*… I remember the details as if they were last night… I am in this room with this man that I do not know by physical features… We are making love; or what feels like we are * you know how dreams have a feeling more than physicality to them; you know you did something not because you see it but because you know*… Then it is the next day, and I am in this … Continue reading →

TweetIs rejection real??? Isn’t rejection just another form of victim??? How long are you going to embrace victim as a way of life??? I still have to ask myself this question often; I continue to attract this guy… He is absolutely sure he is being rejected simply through my choosing something else… If I come from a place of we attract what we put out; then it stands to reason, that I am putting out the energy of rejection… Each time I think I am done with victim, it shows up again in another form… Today it is through a lovely young man who is truly living rejection… He is … Continue reading →

TweetI love it here… It is only Thursday and I am looking for ways to make time slow down… The workshops I have been doing are just for fun… I figure with all the work I have been doing the last few months, I owe it to myself to have fun this week… So I have been learning henna, charms, and chanting… Today it is 84 degrees and sunny, although a bit humid, all the children are playing in the pond, and the teens are playing volleyball on the sandy shore… If I didn’t know better I would think this was the world of the ordinary, also known as the … Continue reading →

TweetWhat attracts you to another being??? Is it face??? Eyes??? Body??? Is it something else altogether??? I like things like height, my preference is a thicker type… Now I realize you probably think I mean muscular and such, don’t get me wrong that is lovely of course, however my attraction tends to be more with the hands… I love strength… I absolutely love when he is the strength and his hands guide me… When a man places his hand in the small of my back to walk me into a room or someplace; I feel soft, pretty, feminine… I love that… I was watching the movie Dirty Dancing the other … Continue reading →

TweetThere are things happening to me every day, which simply blow me away… Not only in their simplicity, also in their nature… Today I am sitting in my Faerie room, a beautiful room that has such an airy feel, and you truly feel like you have stepped into another realm… From this room you look out over the back deck, from the window all you see is this gorgeous silk tree in the back yard, until summer each year the tree appears as if it has died… Today it is in full bloom, it covers the back deck like an umbrella, it has a lovely almost tropical look to it, … Continue reading →

TweetA tidbit about me; my very first concert was the Go Go’s, and I loved this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1u2G6OyZyCI … If you close your eyes you easily imagine the teenage me yelling, screaming, dancing and singing along to this and the other songs playing from the stage of the Paramount Theatre, in Downtown Portland Oregon; now called The Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall… I thought I was so grown up going to a concert with my friends… *giggle* Saturday we take flight, landing briefly in Chicago for a bit of sleep as we are, hurried to our destination for a week of camping and enjoying a world we rarely have the privilege of spending … Continue reading →

TweetThis is a statement I love… It is really very self-explanatory, don’t you think??? It is from A/C, and I think it is so right on… What would you choose; if this was your choice??? You know all those things that you think are so not ok… Those things that everyone has said you are not allowed to do or be… Those things that if you could do just one of them, would set you free… Those fantasies that are so far out, you have never shared them… Those places because someone told you that it is not what a lady/gentleman does, you have never allowed yourself to go there… … Continue reading →

TweetDo you have this feeling in your life??? The feeling as if anything good that happens there must be a counterpart; such as the other shoe??? Are you living your life, by waiting??? Waiting for something to happen??? Waiting for a call??? Waiting for the love of your life to show up??? Waiting for permission to be who you are??? Waiting to see if you are a complete inconvenience to everyone around you??? Do you ask vague questions to see if you are an inconvenience, before you reveal what you require??? Only to have them assume what you want is something totally different… Are you waiting to see how mad, … Continue reading →

TweetWhat would you do to have what you desire??? What would you do to make sure you couldn’t have what you desire??? Which proves how truly powerful you are??? Which brings you the outcome you truly desire??? I had a conversation with someone recently about my beliefs; I told him that I believed that we created our own realities *something along those lines anyway*… He asked me if I thought we really had that much power??? I laughed and said “oh I know we have way more than that”… I think at that moment he might have been skeptical, though I am thinking he is beginning to see things my … Continue reading →