Monthly Archives: April 2015

TweetCan you say fiasco? Well I can! This week has been just that. I started my new job on Monday; did I tell you I finally got a job? After another two months of being without work I have gotten a new job. Well sorta new. Here’s the story; about two years ago, when I first moved to the studio apartment after that whole ex-husband thing, I took a temp job with a prestigious car dealership as an operator. This was supposed to be a temp to hire position. It became very clear within a week that I was not going to be hired, as well as I did not … Continue reading →

TweetDo you fear the silence? Do you wonder if there may be something actually wrong with you when you cannot let there be silence? I sometimes *often* play songs again and again to keep there from being silence, to keep from hearing all that is going on around me and from within. Sometimes I play sad songs to feel something other than nothing. Do you do this?

TweetAugust, I am jobless and setting up all the things you set up when you are out of work. I am also dealing with my mother, oh what a joy that is. To say my mother didn’t handle my losing my job well is beyond understatement. I told her in an email, and her response was vicious *there is no other way to say it*. She went off on how she could no longer help me, that I would have to get assistance and how she had never been on such a thing, blah blah blah. There are no words to express how difficult it is to read or hear … Continue reading →

TweetGood Morning all, Here I am at my computer in my jammies drinking coffee *which I am not supposed to do* typing random shit. It is raining today which does not make me want to go outside. I am trying to come up with where to start? As I am sure you have seen my the archives of random shit here in my blog I have been through a lot the last few years, and seriously I am ready for a break! I have not done much writing here since last summer-ish, due to job hunting and working and excuses that I have not come up with yet. I had … Continue reading →