Monthly Archives: April 2014

TweetHow long will it take until I get it??? What will it take for me to see it??? When will I just accept this??? Despite that in one moment it appears one way; actions speak louder than words… If he isn’t calling??? If he isn’t texting??? If it takes hours for one word responses??? Then he just not that into you… What is it they say in that movie??? If a man wants to see you, wants to date you, wants to be with you he WILL make it happen… That is as clear as it gets!!! So on that note, it is time for me to let go… It … Continue reading →

TweetYesterday when I woke up I was beyond excited, I had woken in the night several times; everyone with a smile and a look at the clock to see  if it was close to being time to get up… When it was time to be up and about, I still had to wait until a civil time in which to call and see if I could come out and see the Horses… I have spent years wanting to do this, and I came close while living in England, and yet the experience lasted but a day… After being upset on the phone and yet again just wanting to leave here; … Continue reading →

TweetDear Blank, I want to thank you for meeting with me yesterday… When I woke up yesterday I was beyond excited, I had woken in the night several times; everyone with a smile and a look at the clock to see  if it was close to being time to get up… When it was time to be up and about, I still had to wait until a civil time in which to call and see if I could come out and see the Horses… I have spent years wanting to do this, and I came close while living in England, and yet the experience lasted but a day… My heart … Continue reading →

TweetWhat the… You must have totally fallen on your head!!! Do you really think I have a thing for him??? I Think Not!!! No!!! I am sorry clearly because you flirt through anger; you have mistaken contempt for flirtatious competition, for a pig… Why anyone would choose to cognitively chase a man who has shown time and again he has absolutely no respect for anyone; let alone his choice to share how much he does not care for the one he married… You tell me, does she know he tells everyone he doesn’t like her??? Not very likely… I ask this because, I have been her more than once… I … Continue reading →

TweetLOL… Oh my I was really mad in the morning, I had someone give me a ridiculous job to do right in the center of a very important one… It set my morning a blaze, I really try not to be rude, snotty, condescending, and angry while in a professional setting… Not that my temper has not flared and gotten me in trouble before; I just make an effort to conceal it in that setting… It shows again how long I have been out of a setting like this as to what I am willing to say and do now… I simply told this person I did not have time … Continue reading →

TweetYears ago; years ago how crazy is that??? 3 years ago it feels like forever and just yesterday… I was sitting in group of lovely ladies listening to Divine Grace speak on each ladies question… At that time my friends had just gone through a deep shift and they were struggling with the way they were being treated by longtime friends… They were desperately clinging to these friendships and so hurt that they were being told to go away or simply being ignored… I do not remember the exact question they had asked… I do remember the statement following as if it was last night… It was one of those … Continue reading →

TweetSo I went poking around with friends yesterday at BMSE, Body Mind Spirit Expo… As you know I love this show, though this time I was not really planning to go, until I got a message do you want to come along, all the sudden it was light and yes I did want to come along… So much going through me this last month that I have just really hidden from everyone… I get into crowds and I feel everyone tugging at me, I just want to run, run like hell for the nearest place that might be empty… I cannot seem to handle more than a handful of beings … Continue reading →

TweetHave you ever had one of those moments when you are sitting in the theater and something in a movie sparks the answer to a question you have been asking for as long as you can remember??? I had the most amazing yet ridiculous epiphany while watching of all things Mr. Peabody and Sherman with my son recently… It has been on my mind off and on since then… When I was a little girl I would have this dream, well nightmare really… It came with another over and over again, I would go to my mother’s room in tears, and since she always locked her door, and slept very … Continue reading →