Monthly Archives: April 2013

TweetI have been playing this song over and over, not that you can hear it… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BIye98Ryic Here you go… The other song playing here today is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aeGFu05xB-8 … Both amazing songs… Two years ago I was playing this one in the car http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM on a loop… I was so angry and I could not get it out of me…  Then in a miracle of Divine proportions I was gifted the awareness that the true being I was angry with, and singing this song to; was me… The person that I could not forgive; was me… The person driving loves out of my life; was me… The person creating all the hurt in the beings I love; … Continue reading →

TweetI had the weirdest dream last night… It starts with getting in bed with my partner *going by the feel of the dream, no idea who this person is* to go to sleep… I fall asleep in bed in the dream, and while sleeping I am hearing all this stuff moving around in the room, though I do not wake up… In the morning when I do awake, the room has been totally redecorated, in what I would consider completely trashy style… I am instantly just pissed off at the look of it, and the guy is so excited to show me what he has done…  The conversation goes somewhere … Continue reading →

TweetGood Morning, I hope you are all well and happy… Today is the second day of foundation, yesterday is a bit of a fog… There was no fussing about yesterday, there is six of us, and there was no time wasted getting to the messy stuff… It has always seemed that when I come in the room, I am the one with the craziest stories, the one who has encountered the most unusual situations… I have heard plenty of times, you are so strong that you could overcome all that… And truth be told I have kinda liked the attention, despite where it came from… lol… It never fails that … Continue reading →

TweetAccess Consciousness classes, Whoo Hoo, How does it get better??? I am hosting classes this week, I am excited about it, we had quite a wonderful crowd yesterday, I wonder who will choose to be here today??? We were asked to take a snapshot of where we were on entering the class and then where we were at the end??? I am gonna do a bit of that here.., As you know I am not in a relationship, and I would really like to be, I enjoy having someone to spend time with, someone to talk to, to share with… I took an 8 month hiatus between the last and … Continue reading →

TweetI am having the most amazing day!!! Seriously, where to start, my day started with sunshine and the most lovely wishes, that make me smile, and ever since I have been in permagrin mode… A visit to Starbucks, a drive through the backroads filled with trees *saying hi* and a nice chat… A stop by Insomnia for a bit more coffee, and then to pick up baking supplies *I love when I can bake*, a visit with friends, confirming up the classes  being held at my house, all plans filled with light and love… I confirmed up vacation plans with my gorgeous daughter *so excited!!! Girly vacation!!!*… And now back … Continue reading →

TweetDamn!!! I have misplaced my all-knowing shoes again… Well here I am again, how lucky are you that I have chosen to show up here again and spew my mood upon those innocent onlookers of this planet??? I dare you to stay and hear what I have to say today… I could tell you I should not be here writing this for the world to see… Truthfully should is not my opinion, should is always belongs to someone else… I should clean my room; means someone else thinks my room should be clean, I do not join in with your I should not reveal my emotions where I choose and … Continue reading →

TweetInteresting question… I have been called to say what I must say to get out what I require be said… Yes that is what I said… What do you do when faced with exactly what you have asked for in an undeniable form??? Do you run??? Do you step back and take a hard look at it??? Here is what I have been watching me do over and over again… I look at, freak out, pretend that it is not exactly what I asked for, and find as many ways to make it go away as I possibly can so that I can say clearly and profoundly; see it really … Continue reading →

TweetDo you know me??? Can you see me??? Not the body, ME… I love differently than most… What I mean is that I love you now, right now, as soon as I meet you… It is not until you show me the danger in loving you that I show restraint… This is not the norm, nor is it popular… Most beings go the other way, most choose to love over time, once you have shown them you are worthy of their love… I know, yes I know, let me say it again I KNOW you are worthy of my love, I give it freely by choice… In this it is … Continue reading →