Why is it; every time I turn around there is someone else angry at or around me? Each time I seem to have one mess cleared up another begins. What is it I am choosing that is bringing this about? Am I creating the anger or the need for solution?
Why is it that when you are angry, you choose me to be the recipient of your lash out? Why is it that I choose to let you lash out at me? What is it that makes this an acceptable choice? Why are you surprised when I ask you if I have in some way upset you; when you choose to roll your eyes at my words to you? When you fully and cognitively act in a rude or aggressive manor towards me, am I to ignore your behavior? Am I to accept this as appropriate treatment of me? Do you in some way feel I should bow down to you and take your rudeness as a way of life? Do you truly believe that I do not see your eyes roll? That I do not see your eyes flutter in acknowledgement of my words being heard and thereby marking your decision to not respond? At what point does it become acceptable that my mere greeting to you has earned this reception? Have I truly created reason for such rudeness? And if so why would you not express it?
Really!???
I think not! I am over this treatment of me. Clearly I am being called on at this time to use my voice and to put up borders.