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TweetToday I actually sent myself notes to remind myself what I wanted to say… This song came on the radio on my way to friends, and it sent me off into another time… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9e157Ner90 , where were you when this song came out??? I was hanging with Century *isn’t that the coolest name??? * The summer this played on the radio, it sends me into the memories of her and her boyfriend *though honestly I cannot remember his name*… She and I had become friends from school, and I spent most of the summer with her, her boyfriend, his younger brother *which is ultimately what this is about* and their mother… … Continue reading →

TweetYesterday was such an interesting day… It started with a lovely visit with a friend, getting into those weird topics I love so much… We were discussing how to write evil characters… This subject has been on my mind for some time… It feels a little like the Meany head in my story is not nearly evil enough, and I am having difficulty determining if that is because this character is not the true evil doer or that I am not willing to let myself think what I consider true evil??? Which sends me off on the same yet different topic, what are you not willing to let yourself think … Continue reading →

TweetGood morning, I feel like chatting today… I am not sure what about… I simply would like to ramble a bit over coffee… It is a gorgeous day out, maybe I will go and play in the sun??? I realize this sounds weird, and I am ok with it… I miss having someone to share with… I miss that random stuff you say when you are having a good day, and a not so good day… I miss that sending of brief messages that you know the other will get, because they totally get you… I was chatting with a friend last night on the ins and outs of what … Continue reading →

TweetI have been playing this song over and over, not that you can hear it… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-BIye98Ryic Here you go… The other song playing here today is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aeGFu05xB-8 … Both amazing songs… Two years ago I was playing this one in the car http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM on a loop… I was so angry and I could not get it out of me…  Then in a miracle of Divine proportions I was gifted the awareness that the true being I was angry with, and singing this song to; was me… The person that I could not forgive; was me… The person driving loves out of my life; was me… The person creating all the hurt in the beings I love; … Continue reading →

TweetI had the weirdest dream last night… It starts with getting in bed with my partner *going by the feel of the dream, no idea who this person is* to go to sleep… I fall asleep in bed in the dream, and while sleeping I am hearing all this stuff moving around in the room, though I do not wake up… In the morning when I do awake, the room has been totally redecorated, in what I would consider completely trashy style… I am instantly just pissed off at the look of it, and the guy is so excited to show me what he has done…  The conversation goes somewhere … Continue reading →

TweetGood Morning, I hope you are all well and happy… Today is the second day of foundation, yesterday is a bit of a fog… There was no fussing about yesterday, there is six of us, and there was no time wasted getting to the messy stuff… It has always seemed that when I come in the room, I am the one with the craziest stories, the one who has encountered the most unusual situations… I have heard plenty of times, you are so strong that you could overcome all that… And truth be told I have kinda liked the attention, despite where it came from… lol… It never fails that … Continue reading →

TweetAccess Consciousness classes, Whoo Hoo, How does it get better??? I am hosting classes this week, I am excited about it, we had quite a wonderful crowd yesterday, I wonder who will choose to be here today??? We were asked to take a snapshot of where we were on entering the class and then where we were at the end??? I am gonna do a bit of that here.., As you know I am not in a relationship, and I would really like to be, I enjoy having someone to spend time with, someone to talk to, to share with… I took an 8 month hiatus between the last and … Continue reading →

TweetI am having the most amazing day!!! Seriously, where to start, my day started with sunshine and the most lovely wishes, that make me smile, and ever since I have been in permagrin mode… A visit to Starbucks, a drive through the backroads filled with trees *saying hi* and a nice chat… A stop by Insomnia for a bit more coffee, and then to pick up baking supplies *I love when I can bake*, a visit with friends, confirming up the classes  being held at my house, all plans filled with light and love… I confirmed up vacation plans with my gorgeous daughter *so excited!!! Girly vacation!!!*… And now back … Continue reading →

TweetDamn!!! I have misplaced my all-knowing shoes again… Well here I am again, how lucky are you that I have chosen to show up here again and spew my mood upon those innocent onlookers of this planet??? I dare you to stay and hear what I have to say today… I could tell you I should not be here writing this for the world to see… Truthfully should is not my opinion, should is always belongs to someone else… I should clean my room; means someone else thinks my room should be clean, I do not join in with your I should not reveal my emotions where I choose and … Continue reading →

TweetInteresting question… I have been called to say what I must say to get out what I require be said… Yes that is what I said… What do you do when faced with exactly what you have asked for in an undeniable form??? Do you run??? Do you step back and take a hard look at it??? Here is what I have been watching me do over and over again… I look at, freak out, pretend that it is not exactly what I asked for, and find as many ways to make it go away as I possibly can so that I can say clearly and profoundly; see it really … Continue reading →