So explain what is all this about??? I mean really??? I ask my questions, I can tell the answers are light, and yet I slip into this space of worry and dread that it may not be true??? Of course it is true and once the energy settles, I will discover that there was no reason for worry or dread, that I was correct all along??? Why choose the other then??? What is it within me that I come from a place of not fully trusting and believing in me??? Is it me, or is it someone else, or something else???
Here is what I know… I know he likes me; he himself has told me this many times *I can feel his excitement and the lightness around his words*… I have very powerful beings in my life, and I have asked them to read the energy in this particular case; they are all saying what I already know … Not that it is unusual that they confirm my knowing… In this case they all agree he is someone who will be staying by choice, as well as that it is light around his feelings for me… I know that is unusual that they all feel this is a light choice *ultimately I know it is for me*… I have one particular very close friend, who tends to be very protective of me and even she feels he is a light choice… I like him a lot, I like the way he feels *his energy*… There have been a lot of visions around him, and none of them feel heavy… Though I feel nervous about what I am, versus what he would like as a partner, it all seems to be flowing well… I can see him in the future around me… I can tell there is a history… I continue to get yeses around the dream…
So with all this confirmation what is it that makes me so worried??? Why do I worry??? How do I stop this worry??? How do I open to knowing this is worth it for me??? How do I keep my heart open so as to have all that I have ever asked for come to be in my life??? I know I am lucky!!! I know many beings in this life that haven’t even come close to the amazingness I have… I know that in recent months I have been introduced to beings I have known, and that I have loved for so very long; even if some do not remember me… I know this man is not the only one who could be my sacred love, and yet he is willing to be the one… I know there is another, who cannot see past the reality this world holds in place, who cannot wrap his head around the familiarity of the remembrance… I know this is not done between us, and yet I will not wait for his memory to unfold… I will choose for me, in the now, in this moment, and build the life I desire with the man who chooses me, knowing that he is the sacred love that I choose in return… I do not see where hoping for something better when you already have amazing is a good choice… In this there will be no settling, when I give my heart I will give my whole heart, for he deserves nothing less than everything; as do I…
We are worthy of a Great and Beautiful Love…
I ask with my whole heart that you show me where I am loved… I ask with my whole heart that you show me where I am beautiful… I ask with my whole heart that you show me my sacred love… How could this all be better than anything I could ever plan or imagine???