Is rejection real??? Isn’t rejection just another form of victim??? How long are you going to embrace victim as a way of life??? I still have to ask myself this question often; I continue to attract this guy… He is absolutely sure he is being rejected simply through my choosing something else… If I come from a place of we attract what we put out; then it stands to reason, that I am putting out the energy of rejection… Each time I think I am done with victim, it shows up again in another form… Today it is through a lovely young man who is truly living rejection… He is being loved from every direction, and yet he is refusing to receive it… He is only seeing where he is not being chosen, instead of where he is…
Excuse my pause, I was laughing so hard I fell off the bench… That is not me at all *innocent face*… I have to say that I am grateful for this being, in my life… It is in this moment very clear what he has come to share with me, for me, so that I can clearly see where I have been choosing this, as well as choose something else… It is easy to see where I have played small to have someone be with me, in need, not in love… This being has in humor been making jabs at me and what I have or have not been doing… When I stated this bothered me, he replied it wasn’t meant to be mean; it is just his sense of humor… I replied, I do not find it funny… I can see where I have done this and am willing to let go of treating people this way… It has been so eye opening to see everywhere I have drawn this passive aggressive energy to me through the beings in my life, and I would truly like to release that now… What would it take for this to now transform into a joyful, kind energy??? How does it get even better than this??? What are the infinite possibilities of releasing abuse from my life???