Author Archives: Laaylah

TweetThere are things happening to me every day, which simply blow me away… Not only in their simplicity, also in their nature… Today I am sitting in my Faerie room, a beautiful room that has such an airy feel, and you truly feel like you have stepped into another realm… From this room you look out over the back deck, from the window all you see is this gorgeous silk tree in the back yard, until summer each year the tree appears as if it has died… Today it is in full bloom, it covers the back deck like an umbrella, it has a lovely almost tropical look to it, … Continue reading →

TweetA tidbit about me; my very first concert was the Go Go’s, and I loved this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1u2G6OyZyCI … If you close your eyes you easily imagine the teenage me yelling, screaming, dancing and singing along to this and the other songs playing from the stage of the Paramount Theatre, in Downtown Portland Oregon; now called The Arlene Schnitzer Concert Hall… I thought I was so grown up going to a concert with my friends… *giggle* Saturday we take flight, landing briefly in Chicago for a bit of sleep as we are, hurried to our destination for a week of camping and enjoying a world we rarely have the privilege of spending … Continue reading →

TweetThis is a statement I love… It is really very self-explanatory, don’t you think??? It is from A/C, and I think it is so right on… What would you choose; if this was your choice??? You know all those things that you think are so not ok… Those things that everyone has said you are not allowed to do or be… Those things that if you could do just one of them, would set you free… Those fantasies that are so far out, you have never shared them… Those places because someone told you that it is not what a lady/gentleman does, you have never allowed yourself to go there… … Continue reading →

TweetDo you have this feeling in your life??? The feeling as if anything good that happens there must be a counterpart; such as the other shoe??? Are you living your life, by waiting??? Waiting for something to happen??? Waiting for a call??? Waiting for the love of your life to show up??? Waiting for permission to be who you are??? Waiting to see if you are a complete inconvenience to everyone around you??? Do you ask vague questions to see if you are an inconvenience, before you reveal what you require??? Only to have them assume what you want is something totally different… Are you waiting to see how mad, … Continue reading →

TweetWhat would you do to have what you desire??? What would you do to make sure you couldn’t have what you desire??? Which proves how truly powerful you are??? Which brings you the outcome you truly desire??? I had a conversation with someone recently about my beliefs; I told him that I believed that we created our own realities *something along those lines anyway*… He asked me if I thought we really had that much power??? I laughed and said “oh I know we have way more than that”… I think at that moment he might have been skeptical, though I am thinking he is beginning to see things my … Continue reading →

TweetI had the best date ever last night!!! Seriously it was so wonderful… I have had some very lovely dates recently, though honestly this one was better… Even though it did not end in kissing *that is my favorite way to end a date*… I had originally had a date scheduled for last night with someone, however it was broken earlier in the week… So yesterday after writing and completing several projects I have needed to get done, I decided I did not want to stay in last night… I have the car I would like to go out… I got showered and ready, and went through all the things … Continue reading →

TweetHave you ever asked yourself, why does this piece of me matter to someone else??? Why does a partner prefer me this way??? Why does my child want me to stay that way??? Why does this matter to my mother or that to my brother??? Why is it, that anything I do, say, or look like, make any difference whatsoever to any of them, to anyone at all??? For instance; my first husband consistently spoke of issues he had with my weight… Why did this make any difference to him??? I weighed less during our relationship, than when we met… Yet he made reference to how heavy I was frequently… … Continue reading →

TweetI realize the title sounds harmless…  It is not and here is another place where I warn you, that you proceed from this place at your own risk!!! There are truths here you may not want to have or even consider… You have been warned!!! Today has been a very form oriented day… I have been inspired by you to write all this out… What is your form like??? Is it tall, short, fat, thin, fit, handsome, beautiful, fleshy, or any other term you would like to fill in the blank??? My form is fabulous!!! It is always talking and sharing… When I was a teenager I used to walk … Continue reading →

TweetWords Words Words; What words do you choose??? Do you use them as a shield??? What do you mean to say when you use your words??? I love that term; use your words… I talk with people all the time, most of the time, often, sporadically, randomly, now and again, once in a while, here and there… Which is true??? Obviously it cannot be all the time; there are moments in which I am silent as well as my mind is silent… It stands to reason, that it is unlikely; most of the time as well… Though I would say the other statements are true… During these conversations, I hear … Continue reading →

TweetDo you have any idea how truly lucky I am??? How completely gifted I am??? Really??? I am very lucky and truly gifted… Despite my whining… Despite those that do not recognize what is sitting right in front of them… Despite many many trials throughout this life, I have indeed time and time again been blessed… I come here to write out my hurts and worries and my very own Drama Llama stuff… Countered as well with my joys and gratitude… Each time I sit here I create some universal text message of which many of the beings that adorn my life answer in some form… Today the day after … Continue reading →