Do you have any idea how truly lucky I am??? How completely gifted I am??? Really??? I am very lucky and truly gifted… Despite my whining… Despite those that do not recognize what is sitting right in front of them… Despite many many trials throughout this life, I have indeed time and time again been blessed…
I come here to write out my hurts and worries and my very own Drama Llama stuff… Countered as well with my joys and gratitude…
Each time I sit here I create some universal text message of which many of the beings that adorn my life answer in some form… Today the day after a post about someone who continues to create unkind situations in my life, that act as a flame for my inner moth… I have been greeted by many wonders and joys…
Things such as; my son would like to go to the movies with me… My daughter’s birthday is this weekend and we are making plans… My daughter and I are planning a girlie holiday; we leave in just over a week for a week to attend a festival… So we spoke at length about our plans, and excitement… My friend called to ask how my day is going, and she really is interested to know, we made plans for tomorrow… Another friend called to say we have plan changes for this weekend, do I think it will work out ok *yes I do*… I got a good morning from another daughter… I was hugged twice *each* by the beautiful girls that have stayed two nights here with me from Liechtenstein *amazing joyful ladies*, before they adventure towards the beach… I have spoken to the coordinators of the festival and they are joyfully assisting me in our easy arrival next week… I spoke to three friends on Facebook that I have missed since leaving Darlington, all of which want to know when I will be back and they cannot wait to catch up… I sorted out a miscommunication between me and another lovely person in the UK; this looks very promising… I have been told I am attractive, beautiful, sexy, and loved, I have been told how grateful they are, and even how I have calmed their worries… Now really I ask you, how does it get even better than that??? It is only 3:00pm in the afternoon, and I have many more moments of this gorgeous day…. What else is possible???
*In process of finishing this post, I have received another call from another friend… We spoke for almost 45 minutes about this post, and she laughed and said that makes me smile… How does it get even better???*
At what point do I finally look at the big picture and truly see that if one being does not see my value, simply because of my form, there are at least ten others that do??? How amazing am I??? How amazing are you??? What are the miraculous things that we can create together simply by being who we are???