I have been sharing here, and with those beings in my life very differently than I used to, and even though it seems I am saying similar things over and over, they are each so very different… I have had some old friendships, and many new that have a history from far beyond this life… So it comes up a lot here *when it rains it pours*… I look at a lot of this and see that it appears on the surface that I think everyone is a soul mate, or someone I have known from my past lives… I would say that is because I rarely write about the many others that float through my life and do not feel that way at all… They are there; they each bring something for me to look at as they quickly pass through… I have also found a place of closure here, or at least a willingness to get it out, so that it can become something else… I cannot tell you how differently I see things through this journal than I had before… I can see more and more the patterns I have chosen, and I can see how even as they sometimes continue, I view them differently than I had before… I can see where you cannot the way in which I handle many situations from as little as a month or two ago so very differently now, and yet some have changed very little… Yes, I do quickly get into things and back out of them… I can see details I did not notice before, and I am willing to allow many things to just keep going without stopping in my world at all…
How does it get even better than that??? What else is possible???