Sometimes it is absolutely necessary to call a spade a spade… Sometimes it is absolutely necessary to be confrontational… And sometimes when someone tells you it is their fault totally; they are absolutely correct!!!!
Rarely do I choose to call someone out, or to be confrontational, and truth you will almost never hear me say it is someone else’s fault… I come from a place of you create your own reality… I know that I brought this person into my world, and I know that I thought it was not a good idea the whole way, and yet the energy continues to be light… You know that I ask questions around the things I choose and that when I don’t; I end up blindsided, and again take full responsibility for my refusal to see what was right there all along… Though this time I know it is absolutely necessary to say to this person you are right, it is all your fault!!!
You have continued time and time again to pursue me… Each time you have chosen to not to show up in some form… You then say things, you now tell me you did not mean, in order to be welcomed back into my life… I rarely choose to send someone from my life; generally they choose it on their own… Anyway, you tell me you are not interested in me, that you are simply confused and lonely… Here is where it is necessary to say Bullshit!!!
I have been through this many times with you up until now, and I have asked the energetic questions, and I have asked and been granted quite a lot of guidance around it as well… All of which has clearly shown your personalities need for dramatic attention, how you gain information in order to use it as a manipulation tactic to get what you desire, as well as your desire to be relationship, and many other points that have all shown themselves to be completely accurate… So simply from this information it is clear that my guidance has been correct all along…
Last night I was told that I must trust myself; that I must trust that I know what I know… That even when it looks like something else, I truly know… They are correct, and I do know… I have questioned myself over and over again, feeling stupid when I go to the ground for what I know to be true, despite that it looks like something totally different… So I am calling you out and standing here telling you with absolute conviction in my knowing you are lying to yourself, however you are not lying to me; I know the truth… So you keep telling yourself that you feel nothing and there is no connection, no attraction… I will go about being the being I am and knowing that you choose to lie insistently to yourself… I hope that works out for you, though I suspect from the many times I have chosen to lie to myself and they have more than blown up my world that you will find it is less than fun…
Now for one final rant on this subject before you are dismissed… You might want to consider that the truth is that you don’t like that you are indeed attracted to someone merely by who they are on the inside versus on the outside and that maybe you are not as shallow as you believe yourself to be??? Just a thought…
Final note; In an effort to clear away the Drama Llama’s of my life; I ask that you do indeed resist any further contact with me…