What don’t you want to look at today??? Have you noticed??? Is there something from the shadows, which may be a reoccurring theme in your life??? Of course I do, or we wouldn’t be having this conversation… Now is the time of things coming to light, those places within resting in the shadows will now be seen… How does that work??? I come from a place of needing to understand… For years people have been saying just let it go… In return I have been asking how do you just let it go??? How do you let go of all the inconsistencies??? The places where you are told one thing, and shown something completely different… Where does awareness leave off, and judgment begin… Is it a judgment that someone is lying to you, or awareness… Is it an allowance to let them lie to you, or a knowing that they are simply lying to themselves… I have watched so much come up for me lately, so many inconsistencies, lies, betrayals, truths I had not seen before… Are they mine or someone else’s??? I am told this is the time of lighting the shadows, and that it is coming up so we can all be free of it… I am more than ready to be free of it… I am tired, truly deeply tired of the crazy judgments, and tweaky feelings that come up every time someone I feel close to does something that I do not expect… I know I am connected, I know I am not separate from anyone, and yet all this crap comes up… Lifetimes of betrayal, infidelity, abandonment, and lies… All themes playing out strongly through the sands of time… All energies that could easily be cleared if I were to just let them go… Was any of it meant to harm??? Was any of it directed at me??? Was any of it real??? No… None of it, it is all just a choice… Why would I choose that??? Why would anyone choose it??? And yet we all do choose things such as these… Self-abuse, self-mutilation, self-condemnation; all choices of the many ways we are wrongness…
Are we wrong or are we simply being???
If you stand in the sunshine for ten seconds, just standing, observing, are you wrong, or are you simply being??? If every thought, feeling, and emotions has brought you to be this being just standing and observing for ten seconds in this moment, and there is no wrongness in you, in this ten seconds; could there have ever been wrongness in you??? If there hasn’t ever been wrongness in you, then how did we come to self-doubt, guilt, and judgment??? What if all of these are simply lies we tell ourselves to keep us from being??? What if today is the day that all of these lies we tell ourselves simply stop existing, and today we could all see our true oneness??? Our true connected-ness…
What if you knew that, I know you think of me each morning, and despite my alarm being set, I wake when you do??? What if one date, one moment, one comment, one simple interaction is all that is required to remember how deeply we are connected??? At what point do we embrace that remembrance??? What if love at first sight is a remembrance of another life, another time, another moment in the sands of time??? What if the familiarity of knowing someone upon first meeting them is just that remembrance??? What if we have danced, this dance so many times together, we couldn’t not remember??? What if it freaks you out because it feels so easy???